This year is cray cray

Seriously this has been a crazy year already and it feels like it just started.  

I am struggling to get myself inspired again.  I want to paint again.  I want to jump back into photography again.  But I am struggling.  Has anyone else ever had this struggle??

I jumped into my life as an artist at a time in my life that was... well... messy.  Bad things ending, good things beginning, moving out, starting over... lots of changes.  The art came easy then.  I was all in my feelings and had a lot to let out.  I'm a lot happier now.  I have let go of a lot of the feelings I had been struggling with and hanging onto.  I have found love.  I have found joy.  And while life isn't perfect it is pretty damn good.  So I am struggling to find the inspiration without the pain.  

So I am going to be working on trying to respark my inspiration, working on updating the website more often.  I need to get my sh*t together so to speak.